[1]

Which of the bold-faced lies will we use? "I hope that you're happy." "You really deserve it." "This will be best for us both in the end." So which of the standard lies will we use? "I've been meaning to call you." "I've just been so busy." "We'll catch up soon." "Let's make it a point to."

[2]

When you've finally found someone good, don't go looking for someone better.

[3]

Her phone rang. She figured it was just her best friend. She looked and saw that it was the boy who let her go. The boy whose heart she still wanted. The boy who hadn't talked to her in months. She asked why he was calling and he admitted, "I want to see you again."

[4]

I can't begin to explain all the ways you devastate me. <33

[5]

And you were holding my hand, and rubbing my thumb like you always used to. And you looked at me and said, "One day, you're going to break my heart." I'd never walk away from you.

[6]

It's that feeling, that rush of energy that surges through me as we make our way to your room. It's a nervous kind of excited and I never want it to end.

[7]

I won't ask for promises. So you don't have to lie. We've both played that game before. First I say I love you. Then you say goodbye.

[8]

It's amazing how we don't even speak that often, how you tell me we're just friends...but when we make eye contact, when I look into your big, gorgeous eyes, and you smile, I know, something has to be there. <33

[9]

I'm telling the truth when I say, I wish I never thought about you. It'd be a lie to say you're not always on my mind. <33

[10]

I think we're getting back tonight, would you care if I came over? I've been missing you for three weeks now, I'm dying just to taste your lips.

[11]

I heard about your regrets. I heard that you were feeling sorry. I heard from someone that you wish you could set things right between us. Well I guess I should have heard of that from you.

[12]

I think it's safe to say you were right. Come back to your place? Yeah, I think I just might. I still remember everything. Every mistake and every apology.

[13]

The fire you get in your eyes when I talk to you tells me you aren't over me either.

[14]

I should be out in that driveway stopping you. Tears should be rolling down my cheek. And I don't know why I'm not falling apart like I usually do. And how the thought of losing you is not killing me. I feel bad that I can stand here strong, cold as stone, seems so wrong. I can't explain it. Maybe it's just I've cried so much. I'm tired and I'm numb. Baby I hate it. I feel bad that I don't feel bad.

[15]

It's been one year to the day since I watched you drive away with only street lights glowing. Here we are now, face to face, fumbling all the words to say, and hiding feelings that I don't want to show now. I was useless, young, and stupid for thinking I'd get over you.

[16]

The secret is, I trust people much too easily. When someone asks for my attention, I more than happily plunge into their gaze, smile too much, and listen too much. I create a false image of someone else on my own, believe their sincerity with my whole heart. Therefore I am my own downfall, and there is not one person to blame besides myself.

[17]

I hope the worst isn't over. I hope you blink before I do. And I hope I never get sober. And I hope when you think of me years down the line, you can't find one good thing to say. And I hope that if I found the strength to walk out, you'd stay the hell out of my way. <33

[18]

I wish I could watch a movie or listen to a song without thinking about you. Walking through the bookstore has become a chore because each title, each cover, each beautiful word sends images of you into my mind. I can't even close my eyes without you being there, but imagining you just isn't enough. I want you to be by my side so that each time I'm reminded of you, I can look over my shoulder and be reminded all over again.

[19]

Four months went by, and I almost forgot your face, until they played that song tonight. <33

[20]

Sometimes I walk up to your apartment. But once I get there, I just stand on the porch, unable to decide if I should leave a note, or set the place on fire. <33

[21]

For once I wanna be that girl that makes the player fall. I wanna be the girl that makes him change and give his all. For once I wanna be the girl that got him to quit his game, retire his jersey, and draw hearts around my name.

[22]

It's crazy how he can't bear to see me by another guys side, but doesn't want me right by his.

[23]

Have the courage to fail big and stick around. Make them wonder why you're still smiling. <33

[24]

They said we stood a little too close and stared a little bit too long. They probably thought we had a little thing for each other, but no. That would be silly. <33

[25]

See how he comes up and tells a stupid joke, and she rolls her eyes at him and seems annoyed? Look in her eyes and you can tell she secretly loves it. <33

[26]

I love how we're not kissy all the time. How we can argue and just mess around because we don't have to show other people how much we love each other, because all that really matters is that both you and I know. <33

[27]

You're in a car with a beautiful boy and he won't tell you that he loves you. And you feel like you've done something terrible, like robbed a liquor store or swallowed pills or shoveled yourself a grave in the dirt, and you're tired. You're in a car with a beautiful boy and you're trying not to tell him that you love him and you're trying to choke down the feelings and you're trembling, but he reaches out and he touches you, like a prayer for which no words exist and you feel your heart taking root in your body, like you've discovered something you don't even have a name for. <33

[28]

My mouth goes dry and tears start to flow. my arms become weak and my heart drops. I'd often imagined this day. Imagined what I'd do when they told me you were gone. But nothing in my wildest dreams could ever come close to this. It feels as if I'm being held under water fighting to come to the surface and not winning. It feels as if my entire world has fallen apart and I don't have the strength to pick up the pieces and go on. It feels as if they don't know what's going on in my mind and in my heart and that's cause they don't. They could never imagine your life meant this much to me. They say remember the good times, but I can't. The good times are what I miss the most. They say enough crying, life goes on. But it doesn't. Just let me be alone, with my tears, with my heart ache...with myself. <33

[29]

Yeah, I'm a good kisser and you're a fast learner, and that kind of thing could float us for a pretty long time. And then one day, you'd realized you've memorized my phone number, and you'll call it and find it's a disconnected line.

[30]

People can only live with so much honesty. <33

[31]

I'm not comfortable with how the story ends. We were lovers and now we're not even friends.

[32]

I think you're in over your head, choking as the water fills your lungs. Can't you see to me you're dead? You were out of sight, now you are out of line. Went to your head, now you are left behind. <33

[33]

Well see what you wanna see. You should see it all. Well take what you want from me. You deserve it all. Nine times out of ten our hearts just get dissolved. Well I want a better place or just a better way to fall. But one time out ten, everything is perfect for us all. Well I want a better place or just a better way to fall. <33

[34]

Tonight you've never been more alive. You're not afraid to die, I can see it in your eyes. <33

[35]

I looked at him first. Last night, as we’d stood in my front yard I’d been dreading this, seeing him again. And I had to admit I kind of liked that it was already pretty much over with, the first awkward sighting. Check it off the list. What a concept.

[36]

I saw your hands reach toward the air while the wind pulled your hair, you were screaming something about how you hated the winter. I lied when I said that I
hated this life and I was better off dead, I'm really quite fond of morning's smile and the night sky. <33

[37]

If I told you things I did before, told you how I used to be, would you go along with someone like me? If you knew my story word for word, would you still go along with someone like me? <33

[38]

Oh I wish for a long, laughing, rambling phone message in which every person this person has ever known is talking on a speakerphone and they are all
saying, "You have passed the test, it was all just a test, we were only kidding, real life is so much better than that."

[39]

The thing is, I never know when to keep my mouth shut. I don't. I can't. I never could. So, I shrugged, and I knew the smile I was wearing was so smug that if I'd seen it on my face, I’d have wanted to smack it right off. <33

[1]

You're right; I'm not who I once was, because we aren't who we once were.

[2]

In the middle of the night when I'm in this dream it's like a million little stars spelling out your name. You gotta come on, come on, say that we'll be together. Come on, come on, little taste of heaven.

[3]

Don't ever break for someone, who would never bend for you. <33

[4]

Everyone smiles with that invisible gun to their head.

[5]

I'll admit it, I dream about him. He's always in my thoughts. I have to see his face to make it through the day. I daydream about us together, his arms wrapped around me, whispering, "I love you" in my ear. Every girl does it. It's just that no one is brave enough to admit it.

[6]

Every time I think about you, I have to remind myself, that if you wanted to talk to me, you would. <33

[7]

Never forget what people say to you when they're angry--that's when the truth comes out. <33

[8]

One night, we had this fight over text. It was really stupid, I more or less just snapped on you. But I could tell by the words you were using, that if it had been in reality, you would have held me while I cried and hit your chest. I know you would have.

[9]

I see your name everywhere. <33

[10]

I fell for you that one night. You had sweet words and knew just how to use them to make my heart thud.

[11]

I hate it when a guy knows you like him and he abuses the privilege.

[12]

Whenever they see you, they tap me and say, "There he is." And I've gotten to the point where I wish they wouldn't, it only makes it harder to let go when I have to see everything I fell in love with. <33

[13]

We haven't talked in a month, yet every morning I check my myspace and phone hoping its something from you. Of course it never is...but I still hope.

[14]

It's boys like him that make me think that maybe I should just stay home all day, and stare at my ceiling. Yes, stare at all the individual tiles so that I don't have to stare at all the pixels of brown that make up his beautiful eyes.

[15]

I wonder if the reason I tend to say yes to everything is because I deeply believe that I can survive anything. <33

[16]

We talked and held each other till the sun came up. And as I went to hell, the devil asked me if it was worth it. I said, "Yes. Yes it was." <33

[17]

I am someone else when I'm with you. Someone more like myself.

[18]

How could I know that everything you said were lies about devotion and desire? And I know the spark inside your eye was just the match I used to set myself on fire.

[19]

You've got a lure I cannot deny.

[20]

Someday someone is gonna thank you for letting me go.

[21]

He was different. He never said "I want to be friends" after he said goodbye. It was like he knew, he knew that he had broken my heart bad enough when he saw my tears fall. He knew me well enough that he just knew what to say. And when he spoke, he looked me in the eyes and said, "I hope you talk to me again someday."

[22]

He puts his big hands on my shoulders. I fell in love with him because of those hands, which can touch me as if I am a soap bubble certain to burst, yet are powerful enough to hold me together when I am in danger of falling to pieces.

[23]

And if I could only stop the car and hold onto you and never let go. I'll never let go.

[24]

I see you looking at me. Your wondering if I really like you. You'll take any chance to see me staring at you. Your intrigued at my mysterious "I don't need you" attitude. But I do. Every time you touch my waist or look my way, my heart jumps. I need your strong arms and your full lips on me. But know. I'll catch your glance then look away with an indifferent grin. I'll lead you till there's no one else you see. Only me. <33

[25]

I had a beautiful, beautiful time. The drives and the talks were amazing, the kind of friend I thought I'd never find. I had a beautiful, beautiful time. You have a beautiful, beautiful smile, the way it cuts and collapses on your lips and when you touch me, I shake like a child. It's late. I'm afraid you might leave because sometimes it seems like you still don't believe me.

[26]

He wasn't what I thought he was, maybe he never had been. But I wasn't what I thought I was, either.

[27]

You'll never know how strong you are until being strong is the only choice you have. <33

[28]

Well, see what you want to see. You should see it all. Well, take what you want from, you deserve it all. Nine times out of ten our hearts just get dissolved. Well, I want a better place or just a better way to fall. But one time out of ten, everything is perfect for us all. Well, I want a better place or just a better way to fall.

[29]

Each day I wondered what would happen next. What would happen when you would stop wanting. When you would stop being happy with me. I knew I would mess things up by growing bored. I had done that once before.

[30]

I. Miss. You. The old you, the one that laughed with me, and was nice to me, and was my best friend. The old you, who told me his problems and asked me to fix them, and even if I couldn't, he'd be happy that I helped him. The old you, who would parent the others and rule them like they were a kingdom. The old you, who would talk shit with me about idiots. The old you, the one who never called me names, or made me feel dumb, or anything. Just...the old you, who knew nothing about me and didn't want to know anything about me...the old you.

[31]

No, I'm not broken, I'm just damaged. Yeah, I carry the pain with me everyday. The pain of knowing that things will never be the same, no matter how much we wish they could be. But it's the fact that I get up and live my life every day. Smile through the hurt. That's what shows that I'm stronger than I thought. And the good part of all this, is that damage can be repaired. <33

[32]

These lungs have sung this song for too long, and it's true, I hurt too. Remember, I loved you.--Hollywood Undead <33

[1]

She can't help daydreaming of you since you're all she really ever wanted.

[2]

One day, I hope to see you on the street, you alone and me loved up. I want to see the regret in your eyes. I want to see that mental kick as you realize that you should never have let me go. And when you do, I hope your heart bleeds as much as mine does.

[3]

They say that which does not kill you only makes you stronger, well maybe some of us are sick and tired of being so damn strong.

[4]

And all the feelings that I thought were gone came rushing back to me all at once. I tried to smile and hide how I felt but then I realized...I'm not gonna get over this one. <33

[5]

You know that one boy that you can never get out of your head? The one that seems to relate to everything you do. Every song. Every word. The one whose name is mentioned and your face lights up? Yeah that's you.

[6]

He was...no, he is everything I've ever wanted in a guy. Ever. Like, you know how you create a profile of how you want the guy to look, act, do. Yeah, he was that. <33

[7]

Boy: byee
Girl: byee
Boy: by the way, stop blushing.
Girl: ...shut up.
Boy: called it. :)

[8]

He calls me beautiful and amazing. I have no idea why I believe him. Maybe it's because he knows when I'm blushing. <33

[9]

Even though I know you're full of shit, and most likely playing me, it made my entire day to hear you say that. <33

[10]

Like the fire needs the air. I won't burn unless you're there.

[11]

And I can't hide that I relied on you.

[12]

I only wanted you to stay, linger, and mean the words you said. Foolishly I romanticized someone was saving my life for the first time. I only wanted you to be there when I opened up my eyes.

[13]

Your arm felt nice wrapped around my shoulder, and I had the feeling that I belonged. I had the feeling that I could be somebody.

[14]

Because that's what you do when you're in love, you fucking stick it out.

[15]

I admit I was never the perfect one; I was never always there. I didn't make you smile at times, but there is one thing I admit I did; I was the best person I could be for you. <33

[16]

I was in his arms, and he was kissing me, and everything was fine. More than fine even. Everything was perfect. Because he loved me.

[17]

Every time you feel her touch, I hope to god it's not enough.

[18]

Sometimes, I just miss that boy. The one who held my hand walking down the street, who's arms I laid in and never wanted to go away. The one who I talked to for hours and told pointless stories to. The one who knew everything about me and liked me anyway. The one who knew exactly what I was saying even if I didn't and helped me when I had no clue what to do. The one who showed me what love was and what it was like to need someone there. The one who could only make me cry and hurt me like no other guy could. Those eyes that said everything, that sense of sarcasm that was always there; the way even he could stop from falling in love. That even though we fought constantly and couldn't stand each other, we couldn't leave each other's side. Something is still there; something that never left me the day that boy broke my heart in two. Something like your first love that wasn't ready to end. Something that makes you stomach flip at the brush of a hand or arm. Something that makes it so much harder to know that he's not yours anymore. Something that makes you want to hide away and cry all those tears, because suddenly all of those memories come back and it almost hurts worse to know that it's all out of control. And you just miss everything about that boy that you don't think is ever coming back.

[19]

I'm scared. And I don't say that often. But I can't stand the fact that you could hurt me. I don't like being this close, but I love it. You're my everything and I hate it. Because you have everything you need to break me. And I'm not saying you will, but I'm scared. Because guys are all the same. And they all eventually break you.

[20]

I thought that if I pretended not to remember, we could go back to the way we were before.

[21]

They try to, but if only they knew. They'll never come close to you. <33

[22]

No one knows you like I do, they don't know you like I do, baby.

[23]

Darling don't you lie, lie to me. I wanna break into your heart to see why you want us apart.

[24]

Everything was so much easier when our hearts weren't involved.

[25]

The person you end up needing the most is the one you swore you never wanted to start with.

[26]

Let's just stop, drop everything. Forget each other's names and just walk away. It could be like we never knew each other at all.

[27]

I'll understand your silence. Because sometimes, you'll have to understand mine.

[28]

Time grabs you by the hand and pulls you fast. Sometimes faster. And we don't notice at first because we're all still shocked at being alive.

[29]

I saw you walking by today. Your hair was longer and you might have been a little taller. But it was still you, and you still smiled at me, and I still couldn't speak. <33

[30]

Subtract your own apathy. We'll stack our hands like legos and paint this whole town whatever color we want. Something more pleasing to the eyes, though. Because lately everyone is talking about how love is dead. And I'm not going to believe them anymore. It's not like they ever believed it was alive in the first place. <33

[31]

If you're reading this...congratulations, you're alive. If that's not something to smile about, then I don't know what is.

[32]

Is this what you wanted? Too bad it's what you got. Should this be my farewell? Come on, you know me too well. <33

[33]

Him: Look at her.
His friend: Dude, just go ask her out.
Him: No, I'd never have a chance with her.
His Friend: Look, she's looking over her.
Him: She's so perfect.
-----
Her: There he is.
Her Friend: He's looking at you!
Her: Probably telling his friend what a dork I am.
Her Friend: He probably likes you.
Her: He's too perfect.

[34]

No matter what you do to me, I'm still here. For some odd reason, I stick around and put up with all your mood swings and unkind words. I just let your comments roll off me into a puddle on the floor. I make up excuses on why you didn't call, try to think of all the answers. I keep going back for more even though sometimes you push me away. I don't know if I can do better, but do I really want to? You're quick to push me down when all I want is to be brought up. When I walk out for good, when I really gain the strength I need then maybe you will see. Maybe you can look back and say, "Wow that girl really did love me." To tell you the truth I don't have much to offer. But I'll still give you everything I've got, even if it's barely a thing at all. I'll give you late nights, long hugs. Someone to talk to, someone to care for, someone who will always be there. A hand to hold, somebody to lean on. And if that's not enough, just know you have all of me. I hope that's enough. <33

[35]

The bravest that I've ever been was when I ran away from you.

[36]

It's hard when you know something is bothering you, yet you can't figure out exactly what.

[37]

There will always be that one summer where everything changed. <33

[38]

I have no regrets, only things I'm not proud of. <33

[39]

I've kissed your lips and held your hand. Shared your dreams and shared your bed. I know you well, I know your smell. I've been addicted to you.

[40]

When you're forced to stand alone, you realize what you have in you.

[41]

And all she needs right now is for him to wrap her up in his arms, look her in the eye, and tell her he won't give up.

[42]

Me...jealous of her? No. He lied to her all the time last summer. Cause he was with me. She should know that a liar doesn't change.

[43]

I don't have the stunning eyes that make you want to stare deep into them and wonder about their color. My body is covered with scars from the times I fell on my knees as a kid or climbed over things scraping my skin. Nor am I the skinny hot girl who takes breaths away, stopping people in their tracks. And sometimes my hair doesn't look the best, it can be poofy in certain places or just a plain mess that's unfixable for the day. Really, what makes me up is flaw after flaw. But neither do I think I could handle being perfect in every way. And even in just one way. Because the price of living life the way I do is imperfection. And I'm okay with that because I get to live the life I want.

[44]

Last night we were on the phone and I told him that I was sick of him hurting me. And I thought to myself, "This is it, dump him right now." And then I heard a sniff on the other end of the phone. He was crying because he didn't want to lose me. And I knew right then I didn't want to lose him either. <33

[45]

The cutest thing a guy can ever do to a girl, is simply tease her and when she turns her back for getting mad, he simply hugs her from the back and says, "I still love you even when you're angry." <33

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(305): She's holding my hand. I'm going to kill myself.

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(337): But what if he tries to talk dirty to me with the lisp?

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(570): Fun fact of the day: the average american will consume 13248 beers in their lifetime.
(717): So for us it's double that?
(570): Precisely.

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(413): I just saw a 3 year old try to break out of a daycare by driving a big wheel at full speed into a metal gate. Today is going to be epic.

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(270): So we successfully lit our bathtub on fire. Thought you should know.

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(703): I just saw a woman point to her daughter and scream at her husband THIS IS YOUR GENES, THIS IS YOU.

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(972): You had a panic attack, pissed yourself, and started crying. You never go above the kiddie level of my lil bros schools haunted house ever again.
(214): round 2?
(972): EVER.

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(785): I'm sorry I'm just too high to handle anything besides pirates of the caribbean right now.

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(847): I ate a lot of your sunchips. I mean a lot. Like 4 to 5 bags.

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(402):
I was just texting to let you know that my facebook chat is working again so you can talk to me more. Please talk to me more.

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(978): Just because you dressed up as a brontosaurus doesn't mean you can poop in my yard and roar at my neighbors.

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(214): I just saw a hobo ride by on a unicycle. Good day.

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(440): It wasn't sex. It was awkward naked time.

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(717): Please don't call me when you're wasted. I don't feel like having any other future arguments at 3:18 a.m. about how to hang up your phone. You have a flip phone, you should know regardless of how fucked up you are.

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(717): Hey, it's Lauren. I wanted to talk to you tonight. I like you as you know because Kyle told you. I was wondering if you liked me too?
(206): Are you in the third fucking grade? Check yes or no.

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(813): Doing final review now. Then epic shit. Then going to take it. Should start by 1030. Done by 2. Drunk by 3. Hammered by 4. Blacked out by 5. Streaking by 6. Jail sometime after that.

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(512): Almost ran you over in the parking lot. You look good.

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(702): Griding to God Bless the USA? Really?
(860): Shut up.

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(312): I fell asleep last night with fifteen animal crackers in my mouth. Rock bottom dude.

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(925): "Ever since I killed her kid she be actin' shady." Actually quote overheard at marine world just now. Oh god.

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(906): I seriously wish I was FB friends with her.

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(778): Tonight, alcohol would be proud of us.

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(343): STOP SENDING ME DANCING JESUS FORWARDS.

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(480): You don't mean that. Tequila might mean that. But you don't mean that.

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(626): She makes me feel like I'm THAT guy in the Taylor Swift song.

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(402): Meow.
(1-402): WTF. STOP SENDING ME ANIMAL NOISES. IT'S FUCKING WEIRD.

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(402): What would jesus do?...Jesus would slap a ho.

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(402): I just saw a man dusting the fake palm trees at the mall.
(402): ...Welcome to Nebraska.

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(402): lol whn u cming hre i nd 2 c ur fce
(1-402): IF YOU TEXT ME ONE MORE SHORTENED VERSION OF A WORD, THE ONLY THING YOU'LL SEE IS MY FIST IN YOUR FACE.

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(570): I bet if teenage jesus were here he would do a shot with me.

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(818): Party in the USA is on your top 25 most played on iTunes. You have NO RIGHT to judge me.

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(774): I just walked into a room at this party and someone yelled "dibs!"

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(310): Ohhhh fckk. Chicks a dude.

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(214): It took you an unbelievable amount of time to realize that your ass was on fire.

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(484): He said we were driving the golf cart through the woods screaming 'iceroad truckers' for four hours in the dark.

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(925): Make sure I look cute passed out on the couch.

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(605): I just realize that I have never seen about 30 percent of my friends sober before.

[1]

I bet you didn't know that I'm terrified of the dark, and every time I think of you, I smile. I bet you don't know that I hate thunderstorms, but love dancing in the rain, or how much I laugh with my friends and how much I truly enjoy being happy. I bet you don't know how many tears I've cried just for you, or how much I doubt myself every day. I bet you don't know ticklish I am or how I can't make decisions and how it drives me crazy when you look at me. <33

[2]

There's always something more you wish he'd say.

[3]

It's pathetic how much you used to mean to me. How much I adored you. How much you were pretty much my entire fucking world. <33

[4]

You think you know who your true friends are? Wait til high school and see who is there for you when your ex-boyfriend spreads rumors about you. Think you'll never do drugs? Wait til it's right in front of you and all your "friends" are doing it. Think you're tough? Wait til you say the wrong thing to the wrong person. See who backs down first. Think you're smart? Wait til you have an English paper, science project, history test, and a 10-minute oral presentation due tomorrow cause you were absent for one day. Think you're cool? Wait til you're the only one who doesn't make the sports team. See how cool you are then. You think you're popular? Wait til your parents can't afford the new jeans everyone has.Think you'll never fall in love? Wait til a guy looks deeply into your eyes and says he loves you. Think you'll never get your heart broken? Wait til the same guy who said he loved you is holding another girl behind your back. Think you won't have sex? Wait til the guy you think you love says it will make you close. Think "nothing's going to happen to you"? Yeah, wait til you're sitting in a jail cell, wondering how you got caught. Think you're always gonna be an individual? Well wait til one morning when you look in the mirror and you look like everyone else.

[5]

It makes me mad, when someone says 'I miss you.' Good, you should miss me. I'm absolutely miss-able. But it's you, you're choosing everyday not to be with me. So if you miss me, I don't care, I don't miss you.

[6]

So your girlfriend has no clue of how much I've been touching you.

[7]

I guess we all have secrets. I'm broken. He cheated on her last weekend. She cheated on him that same night. The prettiest girl in the school is jealous of a nerdy girl. The perfect jock loves that same geek but can't say anything. And the guy best friend loves his best friend, but she loves her boyfriend, who doesn't really love her. Everyone has a secret, what would happen if they all came out? Would anything change? Or would we all pretend nothing was different?

[8]

And it's true, I can't go on without you, your smile makes me see clearer. If you could only see in the mirror what I see.

[9]

You don't have to be tough every minute of every day. It's okay to let down your guard. In fact, there's moments when it's the best thing you could possibly do; as long as you choose those moments wisely.

[10]

Don't close your eyes dear, I'm still staring. I won't lie dear, I'm still breathing. Even though your beauty is breathtaking.

[11]

Don't let me become a photograph that you look at once every year or so.

[12]

His fingers traced "I love you" in the palm of my hand. That's the only time my stomach ever hit the floor like that. <33

[13]

Without even realizing it, you taught me a lot of things. Not only about life, but how it's okay to feel something extraordinary for someone. <33

[14]

Maybe in five or ten years you and I will meet again, straighten this whole thing out. Maybe then honesty need not be feared as a friend or an enemy. But this is the distance and this is my game face. <33

[15]

I'm not that hard of a girl to figure out. If I'm texting you and I don't put periods at the end of my sentences, something is obviously wrong. I always use correct grammar and punctuation when I text. If I say "I'm fine." Then no, I'm not 'fine.' I never say something is "fine" and mean it. If I say something is 'okay', then it really is. If I cuss when I'm talking or texting, oh boy, you messed up this time. You're about to get your ass chewed. Better start explaining why you fucked up. <33 

  <33 converse are my fave brand of shoes!!



i love reading...plus i work at a library.

a day to remember is one of my new fave bands

  this website makes my day...and doesn't make me feel like such an idiot all the time :]

atl <33

fox racing :]

i have a camera just like this, except it's pink. i love taking pictures, it's my favorite.

hollywood undead. yess :] charlie scene is my fave!

juicy couture perfume smells amazing. i wear it almost every day.

yum! lucky charms!

mayday parade <3 their new album is pretty much amazing.

favorite. store. ever.

this is mine. i love music and cannot go a day without listening to it.

famous stars and straps


  ryan sheckler...omg! he is beyond gorgeous...i love him.

  livelavalive. mitchell davis. epic.

  sobe lifewater is amazing.

stephen jerzak--cutie and has some amazing music. check out the songs breathe and cute. (they're cute...and so is he)

vanilla frapp please

TFLN is an amazing website and it makes me laugh no matter what.

  crotchrockets. yes, please. these are freakin amazing.

TEXTS FROM LAST NIGHT:

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(314): Totally got the gold medal for the best fence jump when the cops came.

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(641): I ate one of your animal crackers. Just one. Ok four. But no frosting. Ok frosting.

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(850): I'm not easy to get along with...and I'm sensing...that you're a bit of a bitch.

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(404): I just saw Fred Flinstone in my fruity pebbles.
(1-404): What drugs are you on?
(404): None, cept for the pain medication I got prescribed by the doc. It said 2 pills every 3 hours, but I took 6 cuz I'll be away from home later.

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(506): A chick at the bar last night took my blackberry, looked at my brick breaker score and told me she couldn't take someone that has a lower score than her seriously.

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(515): I just saw a guy wearing a tuxedo shirt under his overalls. That is true Iowa class right there.

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(774): So what if I'm late to spanish tomorrow. Who the hell cares. I don't even speak spanish.

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(708): His status popped up and said 'probably going to jail.' It took everything I had not to press the like button.

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(402): What if cement was really a rainbow color, they just secretly paint it grey so as not to distract drivers.
(1-402): Are you high?

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(402): I just saw a San Diego firetruck. No wonder they can't figure out how to fight wildfires if they get so fucking lost they end up in Nebraska.

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(417): I ride home in a shopping cart. Don't act like you aren't jealous.

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(570): I wish we had a Justin Bieber to wanna fuck when we were younger...but noooo we just had Hanson.

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(305): Absolutely not. He will always be that kid that threw up a ham and cheese sandwich in fourth grade to me.

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(612): I want tt clbm rinabw nd ride uncrn
(952): What?
(612): I wnt tto climb a rainboww and ride a unicornnnnnnnnn.

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(925): He looked about as manly as a guy in a volkswagon bug can look.

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(402): You gave him head? He fingered you? A little bit of make out?
(1-402): WHAT THE FUCK ITS LIKE YOU WERE THERE.

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(810): Kyle and I were puking, simultaneously, off the front porch at 4 am, and in the middle of it he looks up, reaches his hand over, and says "knucks." And then I proceeded to fist bump him. By farrr the best time I've ever had puking.

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(412): Dude. I feel like shit.
(413): Well you did eat a lot of play-doh.

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(703): I can feel you judging me through the phone.

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(310): You shoved the noah's ark of animal crackers in your mouth saturday.

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(607): I just saw a commercial for "tickle me elmo hands" and I am almost 100 percent sure that at the end elmo said "yeaaaaa boooyyyyyy"

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(513): CONFIRMATION: i wiki searched it and Justin Bieber is 15 not 13. So I don't feel like as much of a pedofile now.

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(607): Just saw actual chinese people doing a chinese firedrill. Good day.

*
(617): I finished an entire carton of double double chunk chunk ice cream last night..
(716): What? What exactly is in double double chunk chunk?
(617): Self-loathing.

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(860): I just changed her number in my phone to "you wouldn't if you were sober."

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(919): I just heard a mom tell her song "Shut the fuck up. Don't ask me to buy you shit when I'm taking you to go to see some fucking animals." Welcome to the Bronx.

*
(858): Batman tramp stamp. Dibs. 

[1]

I can't tell you how much I'd love to take back every word I said. You gave me every reason to ignore the lies you fed me then. And I'm so sorry, I must escape before you suffocate me, so I waited patiently as long as I could, fought so hard for someone, that I loved. But who later turned out to be someone I hardly knew. <33

[2]

Experience is what you get when you didn't get what you wanted.

[3]

Is this the only evidence that proves it? A photograph of you and I. You're reflection I've erased like a thousand burned out yesterdays. Believe me when I say goodbye forever.

[4]

I wish I had shown you all the things that I was on the inside.

[5]

Sometimes we'll be piled on the couch wearing sweats, eating the kind of ice cream we like, watching our favorite TV show and talking in the shorthand way we talk that nobody understands. And I'll realize that this everyday, simple, no big deal moment, is my happiness.

[6]

I love what you are and what you do and how you try. I've seen your kindness and your strength that carries you through. I've seen the best of you. I've seen the worst of you. And I understand with perfect clarity exactly what you are. And I love you.

[7]

I ask myself why, and in that same breath, as I watch you, I get my answer. It's everything about you, it's that teasing smile, that warm scent. It's the curve of your arms, the tousle of your hair, the ring of your voice. It's just everything about you. But more than that, it's everything about me. It's everything about the way you make me laugh, cry, smile, and hurt. It's everything about the way you make me feel. And that's everything that I cannot, and would not, want to let go of. <33

[8]

The way you held me as if every time you did might be your last. Like you wanted to remember the way my chest felt against yours. The smell of hair. The taste of skin. Fingers along a back. Familiar patterns. Lies. Love.

[9]

He taught me how to trust myself. He taught me that I should love every flaw. He taught me that no matter what, I should just make a decision and jump, and not regret it. <33

[10]

I say that I won't touch you. But my fingers are liars. I tell you how I won't hold you. But my arms are going to hell. I promise I won't kiss you. But my lips break it. I let you know that I won't love you, but my heart has no conscience. And no part of me will apologize. <33

[11]

I'm scared to death to find out what you think of me.

[12]

I'll be the one to keep you one disaster less.

[13]

No silhouettes no broken dreams, only words you really mean.

[14]

Same old story, it happens every day and everyone has gone through it at some point of another. A person becomes a highlight of your day and whenever you see them your heart skips a beat and you can't stop smiling at least on the inside, because on the outside you can't show your happiness. You think about them way too much and you over analyze everything they say. You try to make yourself stop because you know they don't like you "like that" but you can't help it. And besides they don't' help the situation by constantly flirting every time you see them, but then they don't respond to your texts, you realize that there is no reason to hope for anything but friendship, and not even a close one at that. But even so you can't help but fall deeper every time you hear them laugh, every time you look into those eyes or hear them say your name. It's 11:11 and I know what you're going to wish for. <33

[15]

I make mistakes, that's what I do. I speak without thinking, I act without knowing, I drink so much that I can barely walk. I'm a fantastic lover though, an amazing friend. God knows I mean well.

[16]

It's amazing. I don't see your for days and yet, I can still remember your face, right down to the most minute detail. I know the shape of your hands and the way your heartbeat sounds. I know every color in those pretty brown eyes of yours. And as surely as I know these things, I know that if someone asked you about me, you wouldn't be able to tell them a thing. [[credit to kailbugg]]

[17]

I mean, you were right. I got into this for all the wrong reasons but I lucked out because now that I'm here, I can't imagine being anywhere else.

[18]

But it's a guilty pleasure deciding whether you were ever mine or not but it's just apparent that you weren't ever mine to start.

[19]

On the good days, I feel like I get it, like it all makes sense. I can stay in the moment. I don't have to control everything in the future and I believe everything is gonna work out fine. On the bad days, I just want to grab the phone and start dialing numbers. I want to pull my hair and run through the streets screaming. But thanks to the people I've met in these rooms, I'm pretty sure I'm gonna make it through today.

[20]

Pardon me while I throw up. I guess some people never grow up. What happened to the salvation you claimed? It breaks my heart to see how much you've changed. <33

[21]

I just want to see you when you're all alone. I just want to catch you with my hands. I just want to be there when the morning light explodes on your face, it radiates. I can't escape.

[22]

And every second is electric like a thousand volts. Not to mention, my intention's only natural and your affection is the question.

[23]

It's not brave if you're not scared. <33